Kammy I’m really fucking sorry for messaging you when you said you didn’t want me to talk to you anymore and I swear to god I wouldn’t if I didn’t have a good reason but it’s 4am I’m having a panic attack because I’m an idiot and I don’t have anyone else to talk to because I cut everyone out of my life and Alena is too busy for me and I just need anyone and you’re the only one I could think of. If you don’t want to talk I understand I’m a shitty person and I’m sorry I just know that when I wake up tomorrow I’m gonna be completed fucked outta my mind and I’m gonna need help. I’m so sorry for messaging you I know I shouldn’t. I’ve really missed talking to you. If you don’t reply to this ill completely understand. I hope you have a good day either way.